I really do feel you. I know people can be mean, especially when they do not know you. Laughing at your demise isn't nice at all. I take meds too, and would feel the same way if it happened to me. Let me know if you want help in getting to columbia, Where are you in relationship to Blackwater? Would your dr. give you a referal? What was the reason you were taken off the meds to begin with? Ginnie