You have been in my thoughts and will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I'm not sure if you are at your appointment but maybe I can ease your mind a little by sharing my experience at North Western. I too was referred to the neurology dept and I think those Dr's had the most sincerity and compassion then any other establishment here in Illinois. You will be seen by a team of Dr's and they will work very hard on getting you to a better place. Faith is very important and please keep us posted (when you are able) as to how you are doing.
Xoxoxo gentle hugs
Sarah