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Originally Posted by Addy
It raised awareness... yes, that's a good thing.
I would always want to know why... and can understand why she wishes for a note...
what I can't understand is how she had no idea. I only think I could understand if I had walked in her shoes...
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sounds like a good support group!!
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Addy, I asked
why Michael would kill himself...asked it for years until I finally had to accept the fact that I would never know. I believe that it was an impulsive act...brought on by drinking brandy, missing his fiance, missing his 8 year old son who lived in Guam, and watching the Bears lose.
That gun was right there and I believe he just said s*c*r*e*w it and put it in his mouth.
I also believe that if he had thought about all the people who loved him and if he had any idea of what that choice would do to all of us...he never would have done it.
Asking
WHY is part of the pkg that survivors so through.