I've been wondering about you lots lonely1 and would like to give you a ... I'm sorry life is just so difficult for you...

I've been wondering lots about whether or not I'll make it over this next mountain...

I've been wondering if I'm simply riding a wave of mania... and am watching/monitoring myself closely - writing quite a bit about "it"... and I talked to one of my best friends to tell her I was afraid to get too excited about things because I'm afraid she would feel I was again on that roller coaster of highness... and said, oh, no... she can tell I'm doing so much better..

so I cautiously wonder if my new life's direction is, indeed, a healthier choice...

and I wonder at how much this goes against my learned behaviour....

and I wonder if our Marshallow friend will be back to turn this thread off... or just who will step up to the plate to soon start the next one...
xoxo Addy