thanks bobby - no not on zyprexa - thanks... i don't think i can lose weight on this dose of depakote, i just hope i don't gain more, i surely would with zyprexa i told him that was unacceptable... i don't need to feel worse...

if i continue to have breakthrough mania i might go back on lithium for a while. lithium + carbamazepine worked well, i'm thinking lithium + depakote could work really well unless there were ugly side effects. maybe lets hope this time i can just quit everything.

i can't help thinking my life needs a tweak, not just my meds, and a big one, say in terms of how i earn a living etc.

love ~ waves ~