Good morning. what a life we live, ain't it? lately in mine, I vacillate between waging war against PD and trying to make "peace" with it. There is a fine line between acceptance and giving up (to me, anyway) Can't get my mind around it. On the worst day, draino sounds like a great solution. Boy can i relate. I get desperate, agitated, and carry on arguments, mostly,(but not always) with myself. I get so frightened when i have "weird" symptoms, that seem to not fall into the PD spectrum. things are going well, i'm on, and there is just the slightest change. maybe i have a worry that comes to mind, or an argument, or alot of things to do, it could be anything. i am then reduced to total disability, and find myself totally off. not on schedule, not what "should" be happening. It happens about every day. I start thinking nursing home thoughts. It is truly torture. I keep telling myself that I "have to learn better COPING skills", but honestly, enough is enough. thanks, FG