Ada,
My husband actually has RSD and has since 2004. He is very depressed. He works and then comes home and just lays down on the couch in immense pain. I am sorry you are feeling the way you are. I guess the reason that I wanted to reply was to tell you that you are not alone. My husband finally decided that he would get some counseling because he did not know where else to turn. If you want to reply to me I would love to chat. I am a pretty lonely wife of a man I love very much...however he has RSD and he is in pain all the time. Getting to know someone else with RSD might help me out. God Bless you!
Carole