I've got huge problems (I wish) hah, but, I can tell you so much here, or you can PM me. My ex wife once raped me, while going through the divorce. (You may think, how can a woman rape a man?) Think. He's asleep, start slowly. Then, myself was 'weak' and long story short, (didn't mean it like that, but) I got 'broken'.

OUCH!
SNAP!
I was black and blue from halfway down my thighs, to almost my belly button.

I have 'ligament damage'? and since I take methadone, opiods drives down testosterone, and, both sexes need that. My doc won't give me anymore, until I get my blood work done, because of it can cause heart attack through, some other big word....
So, I may need Statins, and they're not very safe either!
Dammit!
If I need an operation, I'm thinking about 'designing' my own scar! (It's gonna be bumpy!)

I'm ticked off!
I don't wanna take it anymore! Get Outta my way!

Ok, said too much, for now..

Willing, but, too afraid to be embarrassed!

Used to be 'Proud'.
Now, can't hold up a flag!

Haha!
At least I can joke about it!

Please, PM me, if you'd like to speak about it!

Pete
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