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Originally Posted by Alffe
dns, the nightmare you are living through is so familiar to me...especially the over and over and over part in our heads along with the "should haves"...There really is no way around our grief...you just have to go through it and know that some day you'll come to a place where you can live with it. I understand that you don't want to. 
I'm glad you are here, talking about your pain....I'm just sorry you are having to go through it.  |
over and over.. that last conversation sticks in your head.. like it is permanently burned into your brain. so many times i wish i could do that day over, would i have said no? i don't know, he was always "borrowing" stuff, stupid little stuff, never even crossed my mind to ask what for... was just the way he was.. i was just like 'ok', duh... one word, 2 stupid letters, so is no... what could i do? i let him down years ago, i probably could not have said no if i tried...
