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Originally Posted by dnserror
i think it is alot about wanting the pain to end. i think nobody wants pain. pain consumes you.
still blame myself in a way, the guilt is there. would he have done it anyway? probably, but i stupidly made it easy for him. no matter what the books say,
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Of course the guilt is there..and it will be for a very long time! Where are you with anger?