I feel you, I wouldn't say I'm depressed right now just incredibly anxious and the Valiums and Klonopins only can do so much. I just want to know wtf is going on with me.

I just wrote for like 20 minutes then couldn't post it. What a waste of time lol, sorry I couldn't be of more help.

Oh and what does PCP stand for? I need to know cuz it conjures up messed up news stories I've read when I see it lol.