hi wishnomore.. nice to meet you.. you have some good points there.. give me a chance to digest them, i am sometimes a little slow..

there are very nice people here, more than they realise, went fishing last night/today and gave it alot of thought. i appreciate that they have put up with my rambling ***** bits and pieces and not even yelled or anything.. truely special for real. alot of my problems are my fault, i have not really explained it yet, kind of ashamed to in a way, maybe someday.