Axelle.........thank you so much for your reply..............
So many people have said this ..........and i'm trying to adopt this approach
by replying to my post you prove one point............you do not disapoint everyone in your life..............because you have not disapointed ME.
In your own dilema you reached out to help me..........
that is what survivors do..........you my friend are a SUVIOVOR
David