for now, i can say this week was easier... but it got quite weird. will squeeze more in later as to the weirdness.

i did have to eat a lot of lorazepam tuesday, for the re-entry, and wednesday. thursday and friday were a breeze coz i had hardly anything to do. thursday i was all alone in the office, and friday only my boss there but little interaction and he had trouble keeping me busy. i had to wrack my brains for little useful things to do... one step shy of having to sit there and file my nails...

i did have the verge-of-tears thing happen to me out of nowhere at work, even without being set off by anything (that i could identify anyway).

thank you all so much for your wonderful messages... i have been so tired, from time to time i've pulled up the forum and seen one or two added but this week is a mess at home too so i come here meaning to reply and end up falling asleep infront of the computer.



~ waves ~