I would like a club for all these lousy diseases "I don't want to do this anymore" hit a chord. I don't want to put up with my body issues at all anymore, and am quite sick of it all. I do come here to the forum, when I get overwhelmed. For me it is the endless appts, the continuing degenerative issues, more tests, now in hospital tests, pain drs. the whole bloody mess. Where in that are we supposed to be living? My cousin has ms. I do know what all of you go through. Her family is being studied in Ma. because three family members have it. I was blessed to grow up with her. I just wanted to tell all of you with MS that I care about you, and wish you didn't have to suffer. Some of you have the most upbeat attitude under terrible circumstances. Maybe I should complain less about my own things. ginnie