My support people are not working as well so didnt get there. It is still my priority. My oldest daughter is extremely burned out from adding the apartment issue to her plate. My youngest has pulled farther away. My home person, agency is not allowed to take me to ER. found that out Monday.

I called a friend who is rarely available due to work who helped talk me thru so find an answer. She said lets talk of getting from a to b not a to z. So I realized that as has occurred getting my IV fluids reduces my pain level. It was severe yesterday in the left eye area of face. So she said she could take me to get fluids.

She said she could also take me to tan Saturday as the reason my eye pain at least is returing is the vit D 50k had to be stopped because it made me worse last time. I didnt take it today tho got fluids cause I couldnt risk the same thing today meaning getting even dryer, as if I hadnt drank anything in the past day. This is so miserable. Have to get up when I wake about every 2 hours during the nite and push water and eat alittle salty food so I can get more sleep and not have the severe dry cause pain in eyes, nose and more.

I had my daughter call my eye specialist and strongly ask for the numbing drops they use in the office to get some temporary relief from the knife like pain in my eye that the dry was making worse.

My friend reminded me if something basic was done maybe I could think better as to what was the best next step. What a gift! I was so brain drained I called her mom at one point. Good grief.

Annie59