Hi
I hope you will feel welcome here and that you will also find the peace you seek.

I did also want to let you know about our other group of forums, in case you may find others there as well who can empathize and offer encouragement and hope. Where we are a bit more focused on neurology here, at PC the emphasis is more on mental & emotional wellbeing. There is a Sanctuary forum there too, and lots of small support groups as well for many things.
here is the main link (even tho we are on the same network, you will need to create a new account there, tho feel free to use your same user name etc there if you like

http://forums.psychcentral.com/

hope that helps a bit as well and that God will shine light on any areas that are dark for you.
blessings