I understand where you are coming from as well. Im just waiting and thinking about when im gonna feel 100% and aiming very high with this. I am trying to come to understanding that I may not be 100% at all and my old self. Its hard to take in.

When my specialist told me things i should not do or try to do, it basically means finding new friends and meeting new people. Well its hard to stray away from your friends and in this era its hard meeting new people if you cant do certain things. My life involved going to work, playing sports, going out and drinking with my friends and now I can not do any of that.

It will get easier I am hoping and everything will work out, just takes time