Hi Cheri,
I am throught the cycle once and half way through again....
It is so difficult to let loved ones down... I am feeling now like I am failing everyone.
I did have a counselor at College I can call and see what thoughts she has, She was always able to pick up on things, perceptive and a sweet loving person.

sadeyes, thanks for the kind words and hugs....Seems the best thing friends can do, wish there were something I can do for myself.

All I can do now is cry it out, hug my husband and kids and pray I can provide for them economically..

My cats know I am feel sad, They are all about sitting with me, one even climbed up and patted my chest, She was my daughters oldest female, the younger female in the past has climbed up and touched my cheek with her paw,

Keep me in your prayers
Di