I'm also glad that you did not succeed. I know how it feels to have a family member try and do this. We are right in the middle of our son doing this. This past month alone he has checked himself into the hospital 3 times and I've sent police to his house (he lives 3000 miles away).

Depression is very hard to live with.

So thankfully, Chemar has given you the perfect forum for you to go and share your story.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

Here's hoping you are getting some help and some people to talk to.

All the best