Jan is giving you inspiration to stick with it. I will admit right up to the night before I felt moments of trepidation..... "what am I doing here? Why am I allowing them to put that in me? What if it does not work?"
They were just moments of last time jitters before the real deal. Phantom worries. Once I had it implanted and then two weeks later started up with programs I set, I KNEW it was the right thing.... knew it in my heart and soul.
Prayin Saffy, that yours goes as well as or better than mine,
Mark56

P.S. Wave Hi to Tootle for me....