omg mark...that's it...sometimes I feel like I just fade away...i can hear everyone I just need some time to just shut my eyes.

my mom is constant chatter....couldn't take it.

I just want to get out of this house...watch a baseball game..or part of it.

I know even the computer is offensive for me. I try just 5 mins at a time...and usually this is my only site.

I am trying so hard to deal with this....I feel like I'm in isolation...

And...I can't watch tv....same thing happens...feelings in head start ...tinglging..then i get dizzy...even 15 mins. and I feel awful...and that's not anxiety -- I want nothing more than to zone out in front of tv

help