You guys are such a help. I'm so glad to hear you both had that "m I doing the right thing" voice, whispering in your ear.

The thing is, with my Step Dad dying (21st April) and our not being able to say our last farewell to him at the funeral until 11th May, my mind is taken up with supporting my Mum and I know I'm doing far too much (and paying for it). I need to sit back and write out questions for Thursday .. I need to sit back and speak to my Doctor tomorrow to ask about extra pain relief for the moment so I can keep the strongest pain at bay and help my Mum with her cleaning - I can't focus on myself till after the funeral I don't think.

My mind's in a buzz !! lol

Jan .. I like the name of your stim - mine is going to be called Felix, after the first pet rabbit we had who brought such joy and smiles to our family.

Mark .. Tootle waves back .. though he's feeling a tad neglected as I've not had him washed for a few days and the sky has been bringing down a fine dust for days. (I shall get to it today and take a pic!!)

Much love and positivity to you all x xx