Thank you very much busy for this. It helps me know im not alone in thinking that the symptoms are not real. They are so real, and no one else around us can understand the realness of it. Its hard for people to understand...and I guess I cant expect them to, but i do. I know my path wont be the same as others, or even as I had planned, but right now I took this medical leave of absence to get better and to focus on my health and right towards the end of it, things are going downhill..not sure why.

I will never give up on becoming a doctor, i just know that I would do better if I had a medication that worked...wouldnt we all...

I know it is getting worse, and im not sure what this SFEMG will show that they other two didnt...but I want her to realize i need a different medication...so if doing this test again is what it takes...ill do it.

Thanks again for your reply.