I use a fan too. It's just knowing that he has a car or someone's car, gives me chills. I back in a PTSD state of mind.

The PO comes over tomorrow (Tues) so hopefully he will tell me what is going to happen when Mr. Wonderful goes to court on the 29th for speeding 14 miles over the speed limit. He isn't supposed to get in any trouble.

He better tell my what type of car the jerk is driving too, so I can be aware.

I am so tired of all this, today I pulled weeds, cleaned the birds cage, and took a 2 hour nap. Oh, and ran to the store for more cigarett's, smoking like there is no tomorrow, not good.

Nikko

p.s. I take Trazadone 200mg for sleep along with my klonapin too.