Got you there to Tyson. You have to look like death's door for most people to understand that you are sick. People like to see the sickness. It is frustrating and I don't know if anyone will ever understand. Sometimes I don't even understand. I went dancing one night. I rested some and then danced some. I love to dance. Did I pay dearly the next 2 days. I did. Then someone said to me, well if you can go dancing, I don't see why you can't do so and so. No use to even explain. Sometimes, I get so tired and am determine to do something I enjoy even though I suffer the consequences of it. The last time I danced, I vowed never to dance again. As I said, if a person can't see it, then they don't believe it. Take care and I hope things will work out for you.