yes I still live with her and we are divorced. I own the house. I know its not a good relationship. yes, I know I am depressed, in fact 2 wks ago my doc increased my antidepressant, it's been WORSE since then. Lately I'm not saying anything, just keeping to myself and going about the day. I do go to bed awful early. I just don't know what's gonna happen. When I told her last night (this is my weakness coming through) just tell me what I have to do, tell me. All she said is I don't think we need to be together.