(Doody) I am so sorry that I wasn't paying attention to the thread when I posted a quick note here. My heart goes out to you dear Doody . . .. It is an awful, heartbreaking thing to go through. I did not believe that I would ever have another 4-legged child/companion after holding my dog for the vet -- sorry, won't write about it. But please know that I'm thinking of you and wishing that I could do something to lessen your pain and your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers this morning. love, reyn