I have certainly been in the same situation lately with everything that has been going on...but you should never feel guilty for venting out those emotions. In my experience I find that venting is often the only way I ever get rid of them because when I don't let them out they just sit inside and fester. But I vent, let out my frustrations, and then I get over it because what other choice do we have?

I'm very glad that you are feeling better today, though. My BF usually tells me after big downer days/moments that I get a day to mope and that's all I'm allowed. And while I personally don't' like moping at all, it is better to just do it, get it over with, and move on for me. You know we're always here for you and ready to listen and support.