HAHAHA!!!!! Oh Kay, (npi) you do crack me up sometimes. definitely still have the lips curled upwards on this one! you know i might have to add a whole SECTION to my resume... "Highlights" ... or i can add it under "Skills" heheh....
tank you tank you tank you and ((((BIG HUGS))))) backatcha!

thank you Donna for your vote of confidence. i am no longer confident. i could not do this if i were not chock fulla drugs, and any more drugs i won't be able to think straight anyway. i worry about skipping any days because my direct contractor would see that and be a put off - pdoc reminded me that if i felt i needed a break that bad, i should take it. if i end up getting questioned on it it will still be better than flipping out.

it is not the first time ... my last stable job my boss was a textbook narcissist... less direct bullying, more manipulation especially setting ppl/groups against each other, i coordinated the core group ............................ that time I DID end up in a mental hospital, while all the other group leads left soon after as well, but they went to other jobs. I did encounter another bully before and that time ended up on disability.

last week i started thinking i needed to have my med upped again but don't want to in case i gain more weight. i did tell my pdoc my observation aftert he told me he sees me more on the up side than the down side - if that doesn't stay under control i will land in a mixed state most likely. i have already been experiencing the Lure at times (big S... you know) but i acknowledge that it's about getting away from work, and that will happen even if it seems so long to wait. it is a temporary problem and not really about me.

i have tried to post more... i am just so worn out a lot, between dinner and a bit of tv, i sometimes have just enough time to fire up the computer and fall asleep in front of it. i take a heavy sleep med too, i have to.[quote]

i liked it - i want to see the next one... i hope i find out when they air it, maybe tuesday again.... that will be tight because i see pdoc in the evening. i think i have seen too many of vamp miniseries though before it.... buffy, angel, parts of moonlight and recently vampire diaries.... the first shot of Edward Cullen i saw, i was like oh? they already got more episodes of the Vampire Diaries ... then he looked up and i was like noooo that's not stefan! ... ok, what IS this? i knew he was a vamp coz he was just... vampy. they have some digressions on rules for killing vampires don't they. what happened to good ol' stake through heart. hmmmmm in that buffy was simpler... stake 'em and POOF! another vamp bites... the dust.
(((((HUGS)))))) back at Bizi

and (((( for the room ))))

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