Amazing posts by all!

I am very hopeful that in the near future T and I will find a way to rekindle some form of intimacy! for now the chat we had has us at least looking at each other differetly and much to my daughters amuzement a lot more kisses been given to little old me!!

I am glad i brought it up here, i keep pushing hubby away too afraid of the additional pain it will bring now. but i have learnt that intimacy is a lot of things and i am looking forward to holding my hubbies hand a bit more and trying to find a way through this other part of my life!

mentally i am having a good day but i cant even go out to the loo today as the pain is so bad my legs are frozen into a strange poistion and every little movement is like spazms of burning pain clenching my legs and hips! wish i could call someone to help me!!!