I have been trying to keep busy today to keep from crying so much. I am thinking that being on the flexeril made me even more depressed.

I kept the boys last night and Devin was talking about how much he missed Grandpa. He was telling me that on the way home from school yesterday Dustin told him he was going to call Grandma and Grandpa and see if they could spend the night. Devin had to remind him that it was just Grandma now. They are having as hard a time as I am with this.

I'm trying so hard to make some decisions and do some repairs around here but I look at something that needs doing and just walk off.

The good part. It is around 68 here today. So nice out. What a change.

Ada