So I am so heartbroken right now.

Everyone in my family is mad at me.

Just was lectured from my mom, explaining that I will end up in a wheelchair and die early in life by making this decision.

This is my life, my body, and im the one that has to live through all of it.

So why is it I can't get support from anyone but you guys and my best friend.

I want to cry so bad right now.
im so sick of the toxic crap im putting into my body and was so happy/excited to give this a chance.

But I guess since everyone has turned against me and is super mad at me, ill just keep sticking myself to make THEM happy