I tried really hard to explain to my friends and relatives and only some understood what I am going through. One of my friend even told she says it is not worth living like this and she wouldn't live the way I live. One guy told me to "Man Up" and do things and face it. He told if I faint let be it. They think if they come and see me and talk I get better. I let them to do all that before which totally over stimulated and suffered to a great extent.

Now I tell them NO for everything because sadly any social activity they suggest involves lot of stimulation. Well I lost lot of friends. They think it is depression. Yes I am depressed because I cannot do what normal do and not the other way around. Nothing much can be done. Unless they go through they wouldn't understand completely. I have a cousin in NewYork who is a Psychologist and yes she can understand but she agrees it is tough. My another uncle in California who is an MD thinks it is all depression and wants me to try Electro Convulsive Therapy. I can't believe it.