Feeling low these days. Eleven months since my diagnosis. Have spent a good six of them wiped out with burning pain and fatigue and insomnia, which is where I am today.

Future? If I don't get a full-time job, I'm finished. And if I do? I'm working a 30% load at present and can barely bring myself to face it. Also, the house is going into foreclosure next month.

I fear I am losing my will to live. All I want to do is go to bed.

Am I missing something?