I'm sorry to hear of your struggle at such a young age.

Here are a couple of links from our forums that may be of interest and possible help to you.

Anxiety and OCD
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum50.html

Bipolar Disorder
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum38.html

General Health Conditions & Rare Disorders
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum2.html

Alcoholism, Addiction and Recovery
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum31.html

I wish I had some answers for you but unfortunately I do not.
Please feel free to roam around and join in where ever you feel comfortable.

I hope that someone here can answer your questions better than I.

Please stick around... you have found a wonderful place full of very kind, caring, and understanding people who share a wealth of knowledge and strong shoulder to lean on should you need one.

I hope to see you around the board.
<----gentle hug
Abbie