well, i tried to work last night and it was an epic failure and now i am back to where i started....out on disability for 2 more months. I guess i really just need to rest and let my brain heal. I spoke with 2 neurologists at work who want to work with me and see if they can help, but both agreed i had no business coming back to an ICU and trying to take care and save someones life with the type of injury i have. So, rest it is....see if the meds help....and try my best to stay positive and heal. Probably was pretty stupid of me to try and work in an ICU 4 weeks after my injury.