i feel ya....only 4 weeks out and the first 2 weeks my doctor had me on bedrest and thought doing anything for myself was wiping me out....and it was. Now i have good days and do errands and pay for it either later that day or the next day. Had 2 days this weekend by 4pm then next day at 2pm i was completely incapacitated, could barely move off my bed or couch. Limbs felt like 50lb weights. Its my bodies way of telling me im doing too much. I understand your frustration with wanting your body and mind to be able to do more....but im starting to accept my body as my guide for what i can do and keeping my stimulation as minimal as possible.