thank you becca! I appreciate your kind words.

I just went to the dr (headache specialist/neurologist) and I'm hoping the new meds (topomax and a migraine med) will help some.

Yes..I have to lighten up on myself...and stop the crying. That's a big thing -- stress and I put too much on myself. I want my life back and hopefully someday it will ...but I need to stop worrying so much..its just so hard that I have no life at all right now.