I'm going to try real hard. I'm heading out now and I hope I can get it out. We need to talk and she needs to listen. I just need her to put herself in my shoes, not that she'd want to. I look like an absolute zombie.

I don't know who said mania was a nice feeling but it sure doesn't feel it. I just need to come down because this is waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too tiring and I'm drained.

Cross fingers I can open my mouth and not shut her out too.