I wonder why it never fails that the people here are supportive and loving... and can say the right things when nobody else can.
I wonder if tamiloo knows how excited I am to meet a new friend... and how much I look forward to getting to know her.
I wonder if Alffe knows even a tiny bit of how much I appreciate the prayers and hugs. Words truly cannot even express how grateful I am for these things.
I wonder if I can share that I am still feeling broken and still hurting... but feel a little glimmer of hope when I see people reaching out to me here. At least I feel a little better than last night--it was a tough one.
I wonder what happened to our weather... it was stuck in the 50s and 60s and now it is 84! Welcome, summer! Not fun for someone who is severely heat intolerant. I'm thankful for air conditioning!
I wonder how my body will handle tapering off the Fentanyl pain patch. I don't feel it is working and the doctors I saw at Mayo think it may be contributing to the severe headache I have had for 4 months solid... so I am going off of it. Will be off in 3 days. We'll see how my body handles it.
I wonder what everyone is doing this weekend--anyone have any plans? If so, can I tag along?
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♥ "Hope is more than a word; it's a state of being. It's a firm belief God will come through. Life brings rain... hope turns every drop into the power to bloom like never before." -Holley Gerth ♥
My name is Sarah and I am 25 years old. I have a lot of chronic health problems. Peripheral neuropathy and POTS (postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome) keep me bedridden the majority of the time. I also struggle with degenerative disc disease, disc desiccation, spondylolisthesis, arthritis, polycystic ovarian syndrome (PCOS) with insulin resistance, allergies, sound sensitivities, and other health problems.