Roz,
I am so sorry to hear this news. Was her name Jo on bt1? Why are you asking for forgiveness? Did she commit suicide?

If so, she is one of several who I've met on the forums who have chosen to give up hope. Sometimes the pain is so great that some people think there will never be anything better for them. It is very hard for the rest of us to relate to that way of thinking but I wonder if sometimes death is a better alternative than living in such severe agony.

Please don't feel guilty. There is nothing you can do if another person has made up their mind to end it. You can try and try but if the decision is made there's nothing.

I am so sorry for the loss.

One of the reason's why I continue to post here is to show people that no matter what doctors say about rsd never being cured, sometimes, miracles do happen and people do get better. If I can give someone that glimmer of hope they need to stay alive and fight for their life, then I will be satisfied that my yrs of pain will be worth it somehow.

NEVER GIVE UP HOPE - You can get better. If I did- you can too!

Peace,
Lisa