Welcome to NT
So sorry you have so much to bear. It's not easy, I know.
You will find so much here, I'm sure you'll feel comfortable with our members. There's so many understanding people here. Lots have the same problems and challenges. I'm sure you'll give to others too.
You're stronger than you think.
Life keeps coming at you and somehow we get through another day.
I've got to start smelling the roses a whole lot more. How about you? No matter how bad it gets, let's remember to smell the roses.