(((Tiger lilly))) Oh, wow, I'm glad you came back! I was a bit afraid you wouldn't ..... I don't know why.

I sure does sound like you've had a rough time. I'm so very sorry. Brain surgery is not easy !!

My single surgery stopped the miserable headaches I was having and they did return but not 1/2 as frequent or as bad.

That CFS leak sounds terrible too!! I fight some rotten depression too and I don't face all that you have. You must be a strong, blessed young woman.

And we want you to know that you are absolutely welcome to vent here .... lol ... you can even whine !! And maybe we can even answer questions. In other forums there are people who can help with CFS questions, if you have any.

I don't think I would be alive today if I hadn't found the (old) Brain Talk forum many years ago and been able to whine and cry and dump what I was feeling and what I was so afraid of.

God bless and keep you.