Thank you all Pete, Sandy, Kathy, daniella....I really want to thank all of you so much. As for me anyway these little stupid things are scaring the crap out of me and I dont know why...I just would like to say that I wish I could meet all of you and thank you and give you a hug or shake you hand....Your like my family that has just passed on... I lost my only brother a year ago and my mother in january....Ive never had a dad and my older sister didnt want anything to do with us....Pete your like my brother and sandy, Kathy and Daniella are like the sisters I wish Ive had....I know Im getting mushy but this is as real as it gets and the pain and suffering that we experience makes...may I go out on a limb here and say the WE all dont want to see anyone suffer this for one second...let alone suffer for the rest of our lives...All of you have helped me so much...I dont even have to post when I have rotten day. I just go back and read all the encouraging words and wisdom from all of you and know the I too can make it....as tough as it ...there is at least some relief in laughter if nothing else which is good for the soul... Thank you all and May God Bless you