We all want to be loved by our mommies. Its a special bond that once created its a tough thing to break. Please appreciate and love and cherish this woman who took you under her wing. Let her know how much you love her. Read to her, watch TV with her, rent movies that she would like, fix her fav meals, or have take out with her. find reasons to giggle. Story tell about the past. Find out about her child hood, her struggles, her story. Who was her favorite friend in high school and why kinda stuff.
I envy your bond.