Soccer-

Stress seems to be a huge trigger of symptoms for me. I just recently had been feeling much better after 5 months of recovery and due to some stressful life circumstances, feel like I'm back at the beginning.

However, continuing to put yourself at risk like this is very serious. You are playing with the rest of your life here. I know how much it hurts to have to step away from something you life, like sports. However, if you don't are you willing to feel like this for the rest of your life? Or risk dying over it? Perhaps there are other ways you can stay involved with sports without risking contact injuries... coaching? reffing? etc.

I'm sorry that you have so much stress in your life right now. Wishing you healing and strength.