I wonder about the crazy world .

I wonder on the pals that are around for help and info then disappear ..wonder that even tho it stinks that is what its all about getting some of your life back and then moving on not looking back.. I wonder when I will do that?

Wonder on the cute teeny tiny possum that visits my porch the last 3 nights. wonder where the momma is the thing isnt bigger then my hand but eats the left over dry cat food so guess its okay.

wonder how much the hot days really wipe me out yet wonder why i have been only able to sleep 2 hours then wake up doze off for an hour and wake up again all night every night for months now.

Wonder that I loved DMACKS verse and CANCER SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!

Wonder on my mean big bro and how messed up things are for his little girl because both he and the mom are druggie dopers. wonder if I can thank Jaded for the chats and being there.

Wonder on my big sis who has sever spinal stenosis and is having mri tomorrow driectly follwed by meeting with neuro

Wonder on my long time school pal who has Alzheimer the patch seems to help allot with slowing things down ..my bro in law also uses it and it helps him too.
wonder on Alffemom and hope she knows that even in lurking mode she and most of you are in my thoughts and prayers daily and nightly.

wonder how disappointed I am that after the Bruins won the stanley cup..all i seen on t.v. was those canuks rioting ...nothing on tv about the winners or loyal Boston fans celebrating at all.the only good thing I was excited to see and ..nothing but the circus trial here in Florida..weinnergate , Arnold and the maid.. local shootings ,suicides, animal hording... the crazy world I hate it!

wonder that music really makes my world a better place !

Wonder on silly things like when ya make a p.b.j. do most of you have the jelly on the top or bottom of your sandwich?

Wonder that i am not so happy and wish i could either go backwards or speed fast forwards a few years but thats cheating and not allowed. one can only dream and wish and plan and work. and work and work and work.

Wonder that since I been doing this job for the last 3 years how much i have learned about people...and on bad days like to tell myself some will come back as homeless cats and lab rats cus they are so

wonder that I am going back into lurking mode but before I do
Wonder on the hugs prayers blessings and low pain wishes I am leaving for the readers and the room and you and her and him . Wonder and hope everyone can feel them and find comfort.
PEACE
BMW