Hi welcome though sorry you face this
I know from the boards some meds can cause neuropathy but I am not sure of the med you stated. Did you talk to your doctor about that?
I understand the fears of meds. I am on neurontin and many others are. There can be side effects but also may help. If you start on a low dose and work your way up and try to stay in the moment it may help. I know this is easier said then done of course