So sorry you're suffering so...I have leg pain that sometimes drives me to think it's time to take a trip down the stairs...literally. But I know I'd be the one who lives through it and would end up paralyzed...

I do find that cannabis helps reduce the pain levels, but I hate using it. So I only use it when it's intolerable.

Try to get some relief, be it narcotics or cannabis...but don't put up with it, whatever you do. It will take you down emotionally, and it's bad enough to be taken down by the pain physically...

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